she lives in the wind

lethargy

lethargy is the worst thing. for all of today i've been half asleep, awake but not quite. i'm not inspired. for a photographer (or any artist, or anyone) inspiration ought to help keep you on your feet, and give you some part of motivation for you to try harder or reach just a little bit more. right now i can't help but think how uncaring i am towards my photography and all the work that i've put into it the past 3 years. i'm not inspired by my own pictures. maybe it's not meant to be so; for if you're satisfied with where you are, how will you ever push yourself to get better?

just thoughts from today. i hope i'll be back on track for tomorrow's shoot. if not..well, i'll just have to learn how to push past days like these.

looking for water

kismet magazine feature

took these a few months ago but they just got put up a few days ago. find the online magazine here

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the girl next door

model: lauren

quite literally actually, we live in the same apartment complex. don't be fooled by how serene she looks, you can't see them but there are actually a million little kids running and jumping around not to mention the lifeguards giving us reeeaally weird looks

anyways i should probably stop procrastinating and get back to my bio assignment now. it's worth 10% of my grade and lets see, i think i've NEARLY finished 1/8th of it..nearly

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