lethargy

lethargy is the worst thing. for all of today i've been half asleep, awake but not quite. i'm not inspired. for a photographer (or any artist, or anyone) inspiration ought to help keep you on your feet, and give you some part of motivation for you to try harder or reach just a little bit more. right now i can't help but think how uncaring i am towards my photography and all the work that i've put into it the past 3 years. i'm not inspired by my own pictures. maybe it's not meant to be so; for if you're satisfied with where you are, how will you ever push yourself to get better?

just thoughts from today. i hope i'll be back on track for tomorrow's shoot. if not..well, i'll just have to learn how to push past days like these.